Well today has been an interesting one. I received two emails today one from the head of year suggesting I should think about deferring a year. I broke down for about 2 hours in tears, imagine leaving friends behind that you will never see again, having to make a fresh start next year will a load of new people, to me I would rather fail my degree and have a good year than defer. After an hour I decided to email my dissertation tutor, who I was able to go and see this afternoon.
My grandparents dropped me off and I went in, god was it horrible being in the geography building that for me was where it all started and I hadn’t been back since. The meeting however went really well, its nice to have something in common with them as they have been through similar problems in the past and understood.
I am soooooo beyond wanting to stay its like being scared of roller coasters but having to get on to be with your friends, however, much pain and discomfort your in.
My plan for tomorrow is to go for half an hour to the lecture that I had my initial attack two weeks ago, lets see how that goes :)
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